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by Goldilush

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This song is about finding the motivation to move on after a betrayal and how so many people decide to just become essentially junkies. living on pharmaceuticals and telling everyone else they have a problem is one of the things I've avoided my whole life, but it's a repeating theme of some of those around me. Kind of like an observer taking a step back and saying 'man, I dont wanna live like this'


I never thought it would end like this
You can have your little hissy fit
It happens more than you'd like to admit
I really don't give a shit.

Am I Wrong? Been so long. Dead and gone

You've gone and fell into the wishing well
Dive in deep washing down amphetamines

I need another cigarette
I think its getting harder to forget
You're not even worth the spit
I really don't give a shit

A fond farewell and I wish you well
Drown with me washing down amphetamines

Love and broken trust
and in my heart a needle rocks
a bullshit talk.
a fallen dream
a broken heart
the final step into the dark
it takes a match to light the spark

i really dont give a shit
you can have your little hissy fit
it'll kill you if you don't quit
i really dont give a shit

it's just the rattle of death.


released February 21, 2022
Vocals/Guitars/Bass - Michael "Lonestar" Carrigan
Drums - Tim Java
Mixing: Murder on Tape Audio


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Goldilush Houston, Texas

Sounds like a Trapper Keeper from 1996

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