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Fragile Zombies

by Goldilush

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1.
Rattle 03:46
I never thought it would end like this You can have your little hissy fit It happens more than you like to admit I really don't give a shit Ah It's been so long Am I wrong? Dead and gone You've gone and fell in the wishing well Dive in deep Washing down amphetamine It's coming down like a ton of bricks Yeah, that's how I like to get my kicks You're not even worth the spit I really don't give a shit Ah It's been so long Am I wrong? Dead and gone You've gone and fell in the wishing well Dive in deep Washing down amphetamine A fond farewell and I wish you well Drown with me Washing down amphetamine Love and broken trust And in my heart a needle rocks A bullshit talk A fallen dream A broken heart The final step Into the dark It takes a match to light the spark I really don't give a shit You can have your little hissy fit You can't fire me 'cuz I quit I really don't give a shit I hear the rattle of death! Death! Death! I hear the rattle of death! Death! Death! I hear the rattle of death!
2.
Imposter 03:46
The weight will fade Some have wept, but others kept Away from you Own the debt Your only pet See the light Black as night I'll be the widow Holding her pillow I'll be anything you want me to be I'll be the savior You already paid for Just open up your eyes and see I know it's hard to tell you You're really all I need You made your play Wheels have turned Crashed and burned Just stay Away Turn around You're lost and found See the lie Splendid sigh I'll be the widow Holding her pillow I'll be anything you want me to be I'll be the savior You already paid for Just open up your eyes and see I know it's hard to tell you You're really all I need Don't say you believe me now Don't say I'm just freaking out I'll be the widow Holding her pillow I'll be anything you want me to be I'll be the savior You already paid for Just open up your eyes and see I know it's hard to tell you You're really all I You're really all I need
3.
Acid Rainbow 03:38
Out of sight Out of mind Out of body And I'm starting to feel like a zombie There's a hole in my soul, heart is heavy 'Cuz I don't believe and that's what scares me Out of time Out of place Out of money And I'm starting to feel like a junkie Sick and tired of putting it bluntly Look on the bright side, aint't it funny? Laying in bed I'm wide awake Another hell I can't escape Face first and into the ground Lost loves you can't erase Another one you can't replace Washed up and sleeping so sound I don't mind if it's mind over matter But we're headed for one big disaster Be polite Get along Mind your manners And I don't expect to find an answer I don't care if I keep getting older But you carry a chip on your shoulder In the end you're a little bit colder I'm so punch drunk I'm almost sober Laying in bed I'm wide awake Another hell I can't escape Face first and into the ground Lost loves you can't erase Another one you can't replace Washed up and sleeping so sound Don't say I told you So I wait and I call out to anyone What will I become? Only time will tell You say it doesn't matter anymore Only time will tell You say it doesn't matter You say it doesn't matter at all Laying in bed I'm wide awake Another hell I can't escape Face first and into the ground Lost loves you can't erase Another one you can't replace Washed up and sleeping so sound
4.
Love as reckless as you are dumb Now I've learned my lesson I succumb Never meant to understand Never feel complete But you are shooting like a star above You're stayin' along for the ride You kick my heart into overdrive When I feel it I can say "Wait!" Caught in the spider's web below Now there's nowhere left to go alone Forever lost in your own past Stumbling blindly Awoken by the sounds of falling rain You're stayin' along for the ride You kick my heart into overdrive When I feel it I can say "Wait!" You stay for a ride in overdrive Feeling down
5.
What was yours is mine It's all for sale Reading the headlines I broke a nail Come on baby, you can't save me You can't tell me what to say Call me crazy, this ain't the 80's This ain't what I'd call doomsday Out of my head Is my head still my head? It's over Head roller It's over Head roller Clinging on the vine The seeds are stale It's running down your spine A scratch in braille Come on baby, you can't save me You can't tell me what to say Call me crazy, this ain't the 80's This ain't what i'd call doomsday Out of my head Is my head still my head? It's over Head roller Yeah Out of my head Is my head still my head? I don't know I don't know I don't know Oh well oh LOL It's over head roller Oh well oh LOL
6.
I'm grateful for the time I spend without you Each day that passes on Lucky that you're gone Lookin' for something I can hold on to Still feeling incomplete But your honey is honey is so sweet We wanna party every nite We never wanna see the day We only wanna feel the moonlight We know some people never change I hope this party's never over No chance of ever getting sober Nothing is ever satisfying I just wanna feel alive Remember the first time? I thought I found you You think that you're a star Living with a nasty scar There's nothing left for me that you can undo The pieces atrophied You're crazy from the heat I wanna party every nite I never wanna see the day I only wanna feel the moonlight I know some people never change I hope this party's never over No chance of ever getting sober Nothing is ever satisfying I just wanna feel alive If you make a wish and it don't come true there is only one thing that you gotta do Show me acting like you're not lonely Forget everything that you thought you knew Makin' love isnt just a game for two Slowly actin' like you don't know me We only party every nite Never wanna see the day Only wanna feel the moonlight Know that things will be okay I never wanna be sober I never get older Nothing is ever satisfying I just wanna feel alive I wanna party every nite I wanna party every day I only wanna feel the moonlight There's gotta be a better way Party every nite Party every nite Party every nite Party every nite
7.
You got that certain something Some call it irony If life is takin' you nowhere there must be nothing to see I wanna live my life, okay? I wanna play the tambourine Maybe, I need a little sympathy I need a little room to breathe So I can find out what I'm missing Maybe, I just oughta go away Don't ever say a prayer for me 'Cuz I don't know if god would listen Now you've gone too far Living like a star You ain't afraid of nothin A bitter sigh of relief They couldn't make you more perfect but you're still missing a piece I wanna live my life, okay? I wanna play the tambourine Maybe, I need a little sympathy I need a little room to breathe So I can find out what I'm missing Maybe, I just oughta go away Don't ever say a prayer for me 'Cuz I don't know if god would listen
8.
Love Vulture 03:41
I think you'll say anything to make a frenemy Sorry's what you said, but in your head you're killing me You're not like the others Your world's in color And it makes me wonder if I'll ever recover You'll always be frustrated. Jaded, and I know You'll always wanna wallow in sorrow, yeah I would do it all again with the misery But you've been misled and there's no shred of dignity You're not like the others Your world's in color And it makes me wonder if I'll ever recover You'll always be frustrated. Jaded, and I know You'll always wanna wallow in sorrow, yeah And I feel the need, but I'm stuck between And what you became is just as lame Sleep tight each night. Let go of memories You're not like the others Your world's in color and it makes me wonder if I'll ever recover You'll always be frustrated. Jaded, and I know You'll always wanna wallow in sorrow, yeah And I feel the need, but I'm stuck between And what you became is just as lame
9.
Shiver 03:54
I won't let you be afraid And I won't ask you if you're a shame The light that starts the fire Right down to the wire I don't ever wanna let you down Disappointed? You're frozen Ride into my heart and Breathing in the cold air Know it's not your fault You're frozen Shining like a diamond Never going nowhere Know it's not your fault Impart your wisdom Nobody else does Set your own sun With your black lungs It comes as no surprise Finger pointing! You're frozen Ride into my heart and Breathing in the cold air Know it's not your fault You're frozen Shining like a diamond Never going nowhere Know it's not your fault You finally found out that no one is perfect And all of this time you were waiting for nothing You're frozen When you least expected Never like you ever had a reason To find a way to run away Frozen Somewhere on that island Never going down again And out again at all So long. La la la.
10.
No one's better than you And there's nothing you can't fix You're as good as used In the age where nothing fits It's shocking you're mocking I love your sweet talking Like lightning It's striking into No one's better than you No one's better than you No one's better than you Sometime it makes me sick You don't have a clue And I swear it's not a trick Ironically toxic It's making me nauxious Take caution You're turning the screw. No one's better than you No one's better than you Inside. Outside. Tongue tied. Suicide. Inside. Outside. Wide eyed. Suicide.
11.
Honey Ear 03:41
You'll never be like the rest of them What you see isn't happening Everything's okay Another old cliche On and On, it can't go on The same old story, same old song I'll leave the record playing While you're waiting Giving the devil his due I guess you're stone cold crazy Still my baby Gving the devil his due You tell me be like the rest of us But what's left is collecting dust Maybe some other day There's nothing left to say On and on, it can't go on Same old stupid sing along I'll leave the record playing While you're waiting Giving the devil his due I guess you're stone cold crazy Still my baby Gving the devil his due I blame it on the radio I blame it on the radio Nothing left to believe Done with licking myself clean It doesn't matter to me And I've waited for so long Look at the mess that I made I leave the record playing While you're waiting Giving the devil his due I guess you're stone cold crazy Still my baby Gving the devil his due Blame it on the radio Blame it on the radio
12.
Addiction's my religion And I'm waiting for the sky to fall Still, the future isn't written And you sure ain't the belle of the ball Sing me a sad song about it I want you to rain on my parade Sing me a sad song about it I wanna know why you're afraid of change I thought you learned your lesson So, why are you still acting appauled? Admission through ommission Denial makes a fool of us all Sing me a sad song about it I want you to rain on my parade Sing me a sad song about it I wanna know why you're afraid of change You're going nowhere I'm going somewhere Welcome to Knowhere Ah! Sing me a sad song about it I want you to rain down on my parade Sing me a sad song about it I wanna know why you're afraid of change
13.
You must've died a thousand times Too late to them all that you survived Try to make it on your own Like wringing water from a stone Well, I guess I should've known you'd say I feel like nothing Feel like nothing Feel like nothing Feel like nothing And it's always been the way Feel like nothing Nothing Nothing And I lost it all. The morning sun has lost it's shine As if our fates were intertwined Try to make it on your own Like wringing water from a stone Well, I guess I should've known you'd say Yeah well we feel like nothing Oh! Feel like nothing Feel like nothing Feel like nothing Feel like nothing And it's always been the way Feel like nothing Nothing Nothing If happiness if everything What have you been worshipping? Oh! Feel like nothing Feel like nothing Feel like nothing Feel like nothing And it's always been the way Feel like nothing Nothing Nothing at all
14.
Draino 05:50
Nothing I could say would ever change a thing So I'm going back to sleep And when I finally wake Will you be waiting to throw me in the deep You think you're one in a million You're more like nine in ten It's not like I'm stupid So don't act like I am You're all the same You're all the same to me You're all the same You're all the same to me Explain it all away while you clip my wings The secrets that we keep Soothe my bellyache and mend my bones 'Cuz I can hardly think You think you're one in a million You're more like nine in ten It's not like I'm stupid So don't act like I am You're all the same You're all the same to me You're all the same You're all the same to me You think you're perfect But is it worth it To be sorry When I'm not sorry No way! No way! You're not okay, No Way! No way! No way! You're not okay, No Way! Nothing I could say would ever change a thing So I'm going back to sleep And when I finally wake Will you be waiting to throw me in the deep You think you're one in a million You're more like 9 in 10 It's not like I'm stupid So don't act like I am You're all the same You're all the same to me You're all the same You're all the same to me You think you're perfect But is it worth it To be sorry Well I'm not sorry I'm giving up. Giving up. Giving up. Giving up.

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released April 30, 2022

Goldilush is:
Michael Carrigan - Vocals, Guitars, Bass, Sitar, Synths, & Programming
Kenny Gardner - Bass
Chris Goodwin - Vocal,& Guitar
Paul Seymore - Guitar
Timothy Java - Drums, Percussion
Phil DuBois - Drums, Percussion

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